Problem solving

I have this problem. Its not too big of a deal right now, but eventually its gonna come to a head and its gonna have to be dealt with. It didn't start out as a problem. In fact it started out great and everything was going the way I wanted it too. I was happy with it.

Then things started to change, and hence the problem actually became a problem. I've made many attempts to solve this problem, but no matter what I do it lingers. I've tried being subtle and indirect, I've tried being blunt, I've even tried leaving it alone and hoping it would just go away.

None of it worked.

Now I don't know what to do about it. You see, the strange thing is that I actually WANT to have this problem. Its something I derive great pleasure from, something that makes me feel very happy. You may even go as far as to say that I love it.

So why, if its such a great thing, is there something wrong?

The problem is that I don't think its very healthy, and not just for me. Sometimes I think its just best to end it, and other times I feel there is a reason for it so I shouldn't throw it away. My gut tells me to hang on, that I'll regret it if I let go, but my head tells me that holding on will just hurt me more.

So this is the debate that continues to rage and I'm running out of time. I really don't know what I should do. I wish someone would give me a sign, or something.